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| So ya know how I said I loved it here? Well, I'm about to go crazy. School's been good, not hard or anything just studying. Our, Preview's, only problem is being stuck at San Jac which is one of the most secluded dorms and not having any cars. During the day everything's fine but at night we're all restless and bored. Ther are so many random hooks-ups, crushes, dramas. Amazing I'm not apart of all this. CRAZY TALK! I know. I missed MicroEco on Thursday since I wasn't feeling good at all. Thanks to all my friends at Preview who called to make sure I was okay. Also, Dean slept over in our room since he was in Austin and drunk off his ass. Friday was an odd day. Monica, Steven, Richard, Keisha, Nancy, and I went to Barton Creek mall without getting lost on the buses! The mall sucked ass though. Monica and I are giving the rest of the 4 weeks before Steven and Richard hook up. HAHAHA They were just always together and they would look like a cute little couple anyways. Later, a couple of the kids went out to 6th and came back with so many stories that made this morning very awkward. HAHA tension!!! We all slept at 6am last night and figured we should have cameras and a confession room like on Real World for all the crap that's been going on. HAHA tooo fun. Today is also a relaxed day. Woke up at 1pm for study session then Preview Olympics. We did the egg toss ....with RAW EGGS and a balloon toss. That quickly escalated to a water balloon/bottle fight! HAHA Brian and I had lunch before he went back to Houston. Now I'm sitting in the laundry room waiting for my clothes to dry as I type this. I love it here but I am pretty homesick. My mom and brother are gonna come visit me on Wednesday. I've missed them so that's good. If ya wanna see some of the pics from Preview, check out my FACEBOOK or MYSPACE (only a couple of 'em) Update y'all later. Don't worry, a whole tv series is gonna come out in the fall about our sexcapades anyone. But don't be alarmed kids, I've been good. Honestly.
Oh, we also have a wall of racism. We took all of our UT id pictures that the advisors printed out for us and stuck 'em on a wall according to ethnicity. Crackers only has one guy who is Brandon and he's PINNED in the forehead right on top of the word. You have to meet him. The other white people are under it. We had a large number under South of the Border. We had a few Sweet and Sour and very few Curry members. We had about 6 High Melanin people. And last but not least we have the Azn Hating Asians Who Like Some Asians crew. If you don't understand some of the other group names thinking carefully and stereotypically and you'll figure it out. (= Here's to diversity!!
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| Well I figured it's a bit late to update on everything about prom, graduation, and what not so might as well move one! I came to Austin on Saturday the 8th with my daddy. We drove out here at 6 am so I could check in with my preview group. We're staying at the San Jacinto dorms, NICE!! First day was pretty chill but we were all tired and stayed up late cause it was our only weekend without homework. I didn't sleep until about 6am. First we all went on a short tour around Austin on a bus and that was hilarious. Then we got tapioca on the drag. yumm. Miles, John, Wayne and I all stayed up in the lounge playing on our laptops then Linda joined us and we had talks. They were pretty cool/controversial but we were all pretty open-minded so things didn't get weird. We then decided to have a sleepover in Linda and Stacie's room. Lame-ass us. Linda and Wayne would not shut up and kept talking while everyone else was trying to get some sleep. "Say sun rise, sun set one more time and her shirt will rise!!" Inside jokes. Next morning we all woke up and had lunch at the pho restaurant on the drag. Pretty good. I got Jamba Juice with Michael and Cassie. We all had dinner with our Preview Advisors and groups. It was really funny when we did another ice-breaker cause Ann's group (our group) was so unsupportive and mean!! When the PA's were demonstrating how to do an activity they got stuck so we were like "OKAY WE GET IT!" and "How many times do we have to break the damn ice!!?" lol After dinner and all, we headed back home and rested until about 9 and headed to Gregory Gym. Today I woke up nice and early for class, which was such a waste! My rhetoric 309 classes started at 10 and we were dismisse by 10:30. The professor is really good and really chill. Originally only 4 people signed up for the class and 15 minutes before classes started there were 8 people signed up but only 6 showed up. The prof didn't wanna start class without everyone there so we just kinda talked about films then he decided to let us go. Since I had an hour before Microeco I went to have breakfast with Blas, Keisha, and Steven at JCL. Joseph and I walked to our next class and found out it was cancelled ...well damn. My day was so easy! I'm waiting 'till we get our syllabus before I buy my books. Everyone's off doing homework while I'm doing NOTHING. YEEEEEE! Keep reading and I'll update, bitches!
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| This has been a looooonngggg week. Tuesday Honors Graduate Breakfast @ 6:30 in the fucking morning. All the Magna Cum Laude & Cum Laude graduates got diploma-looking awards. They're pretty nice. Thursday Afterschool was Andy & Katherine's afternoon at the park! We had a blast. Then that evening was Honors Night. I got a medal for Government, President's Education Award, UIL Scholar Award, & Academic Achievement Award. Eboni, Joel, Ryan, Brittany, Kristina, & Kendrick wrote and performed a beautiful song in memory of Ms. Malone. Friday HOSA banquet @ Pappasito's. YUMMY!! We had loads of fun! I love my girls and my MMKADS (= Saturday UIL competition at Mayde Creek. We should've won sweepstakes this year but the judging was hella tough. In concert we got 1,3,3. The two 3's came from judges who ripped EVERYONE apart last year and this year. DAMNN Then we got 1,1,2 in sightreading! At least we got a plague. Evens out the plague we got last year for concert.
 You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion But I swear that you've got me all wrong ...but you've got me 
"Lullaby" by Eboni, Kendrick, Kristina, Joel, Ryan, & Brittany
There were many times When I didn't think I could make it You showed me the way There's no one like you You gave me the gift You showed me the way Now I have left Nothing to say And time passed by And I still remeber your lullaby Sweet, sweet lullaby Beautiful lullaby I wish you were here watching us graduate But I know in spirit you're still with me And time passed by And I still remember you lullaby, lullaby Sweet, Sweet lullaby Beautiful lullaby And it still makes me cry, your lullaby Sing to me, your beautiful lullaby And I can't say goodbye I wish you were here I won't say goodbye yet Won't say goodbye The time has come, sing me your beautiful lullaby It still makes me cry, your lullaby Her beautiful lullaby And it still makes me cry
So beautifully performed. Not a dry eye in the auditorium.
PICS FROM BREAKFAST, THE PARK, HONORS NIGHT, && too lazy to upload HOSA PICS
 
 
 
 
 
 
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| ..and it's funny how you find you enjoy your life when you're happy to be alive. - Relient K, High of 75
APRIL 25 - TBS's NEW CD "LOUDER NOW" COMES OUT!
Adriana's 15 on the 15th was really fun! Awkward when Erick kept trying to introduce me to his cousin. I like Cynthia, Erick's gf, she's a cutie pie. Saw many familiar faces from NHS & SWHS. Funnn. My first 15 ever. I need more hispanic friends man!! HAHA well my little sweetie looked very pretty. She looked so cute dancing around too! Her dress was b-e-a-utiful. Joe: I would totally wear it, but it'd be like a skirt on me.
 [ I really like this pic. We're cuutteeee ] Me&Sara @ the 15 in the bathroom. That bitch looks older than me and she's a damn freshman!! Grrr. I love her though, she's too awesome.
Yay! Late start for seniors all this week, except Monday. We start school around 12 EVERYDAY! YAY! Ana and I just kinda shopped this morning. DUDE! We've been matching too much lately! It's all coinsidence too! We just hang out too much. HAHA I <3 her big time.
Luis & I are officially going to prom together. He asked yesterday. Sunday: met his family; mom, dad, brother, cousin, aunt, uncle, and dog. I love his family. I'm gonna adopt them ...but leave the dog 'cause he's retarded HAHA. Monday: Dinner @ Mason Jar, Starbucks, and tv time cappin' on Wilmar of "Yo mamma" Tuesday: He helped me run errands for my mommy & we chilled watching tv and continued cappin' on people. Yeah, we're lame.
No one else will have me like you do No one else will have me, only you
The x is a crazy bitch. Why would you lie about such things? I'd be scared I'd be jinxx'd! But hey, it's her deal. She can do what she wants and tell whoever she wants but, to him, it only matters what I think. Do what you want, but we're better than that. <3
I'm from the ghetto homie, I was raised on bread and bologne Jerry: woman please you were raised on french bread and banh mi. HAHA
Tomorrow I'll be leaving for UT for two days. I'll miss him & the rest of my friends. It's kinda lame but I really will miss them. They're great, who wouldn't miss a bunch like them!? I'll go spend time with him before I leave in the morning.
OOOHHH Yeeaaaa.... I got $20,000 from UT. Yay. That will seriously help out A LOT. WOOT WOOT! | | |
| Luis Buis HAHA <3 [ my future/possible prom date if Rob goes with Julie & if Julie even goes. Same group still, just switched up dates HAHA ]
Things are good between us. He missed me. I missed him. S'all good. She may try to act as if she's still part of the picture. She's lied about so much that anything she says has no merit, even to her friends. We've had our conflicts because of her but we're better than that. "No, thank you for being so beautiful" <3
I can't wait to go to Austin. I need to get away from my mom sometimes. She really just gets on my nerves by getting involved with my school work and stuff. I've gone 12 years without your help, don't start acting like I need it now. I can handle my shit. I sometimes stay up till 3 in the morning doing homework. You just don't know it cause I'm hiding in my closet doing it. And when it comes to religion, I'll open up to it when I'm ready. Right now is not the time for me because I focus on school work and bringing up the grades that you want so it's all I pray for. I should pray for better things in my life as in good fortune and clear mind but I don't think materialistic things (grades and shit) are good to pray for. I do pray. You're just always asleep when I do. I hate being asked about shit that should not be important to you. Just leave me the fuck alone some times. I might be closer to you than I am to Dad but that doesn't mean I personally LIKE you any better. I don't really like talking to you very much. I some times just do it so you'll leave me alone about NOT talking to you. You're cool some times but when you start talking too much about shit I don't give a fuck about, I get really annoyed. And yes, I am spoiled Mommy. I understand that Daddy and other boys who adore me made me the way I am. I don't fucking care. I love you a lot but you get on my nerves.
W: then there is so many guys that like u and i knew u and me would never happen W: ur so experienced and beautiful and just so much to handle W: ur a free spirit W: nobody controls u and u dont take shit from nobody but thats kool - awh, sweetie, did you just call me a hippie?! HAHA jk jk you're too sweet. I'm just too fucked up, you'll never even know.
Honestly, I really am fucked up. Apparently I'm "intriguing" and that's why guys like me. They adore me in every possible way because I'm so different and so special. I'm no different from any girl. Unless you consider the fact that I'm broken inside makes me unique and beautiful? Odd. Apparently I'm really sweet, nice, funny, and attractive. I come with a lot of emotional baggage though. Behind every bitch is the guy who made her that way.
YAY! Thursday and Friday I'll be in Austin because UT's paying for me to take a trip up there. Awesome. | | |
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